Thursday, May 07, 2009

Thoughts on Moving Forward

I am at the crux of change. In two days, I leave my home of the past four years for a new and exciting journey. In 9 days, I enter the world of marriage as I pledge my life to my future wife. Life as I know it is changing, and I am caught in its never ending cycle. Yet, through it all I am left with this one thought: change is good. The static nature of what life has been fades into the shifting landscape of the future. Without knowing what's to come, I am almost anxious. The need for safety and security oftentimes overwhelm the senses, forcing me to look further within and away from what I know. I run from that which consistently offers me the help I need; why? Why do I hide? Why do I run? Why do I stress?
I hate being human.

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